Be ready for a wall of text because you'll have a big one today !! If you take time to read it all you deserve all my attention and thanks
1- The last journal thingy
2- My art
3- My personnal life
5- Animation and 3D
The last journal thingy
</span>Yesterday I was kind of sad about my art and this happened a lot lately. It has been now a year since I started to draw seriously. And it’s time for me to look back and see how much I improved during this year.
Honestly … wow it has been such an experience Getting a tablet and getting used to it was something that’s was really hard for me and I only now start to discover the full potential of the tablet using the pressure and different tools.
The same thing is happening with my tools. I first started to draw using gimp, then Inkscape for the vectors and lately Photoshop and Paint tool SAI. Those software are incredible because every day I learn new things hehe it’s just something amazing that using those programs.
I was wondering myself about calling an artist because of several reasons. The first one is that I think I’m stuck … I did a lot of art lately and i found myself kind of regressing not getting any better for now around 2 weeks and that's made me very sad and frustrated about myself I cried a lot during the past two weeks hitting a strong depression.
So I was asking myself if I really deserved to be called an artist because when i started to compare myself with other artist it was just a very bad idea it killed my mood even more.
But thanks to all your support messages in my last journal entry i'll try to do my best you guys are amazing ~
I drew a lot of Stripes Gullet rencently because this new OC of mine really attract myself and i Love her a lot ! So you guys will see her a lot again ~<3
also I really want to devellop my own style … because i use a lot of references at the moment.
Otherwise … i'll do more anthro ~ so be ready for anthro vore :3 I really want to improve coloring so it will take time ~
my personal life
A lot of stuff happened lately~ I started a to work like 2 month ago for a press agency and it's like sucking my time a lot. I have to deal with days like
morning : Work
afternoon : school
night : project & homework
With all those activities … I don't have a lot of time to draw … finding time to draw for myself is really hard so i'll try to keep on updating when i can ~
Now this is serious talking, I do love RP … for the people who follow me since 8-10 months ago you knew me able to roleplay A LOT like 500 to 700 messages per days
but as you did read the point 3 I don't have much of time so Rping is now not impossible but really hard.
To give you an idea I receive around 50-60 propositions of Rping per days and i try my best to reply to all of them ~ But it take time so take your time in patience and wait for my reply
Ohh just a last thing if you send to me like 20 MESSAGES in less than 5 minutes consider yourself as ignored … i can't do 20 Rp for one guy …
Animations & 3D
My 3D animations is over but my voice actress kinda dumbed me …. so i have the animation without any sounds/voice …. which look ultra weird … I'll try to find something as fast as possible
ALSO IF YOU CAN VOICE APPLEJACK PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE !!!!
I had a depression but you guys helped me deal with it ~<3 you guys are amazing
I want to improve and I need time for it ~ sorry if i don't upload much now
I have a lot of stuff going on in my personal life so i don't have a lot of time to draw
for the RP point please do read it !
Animation : Please if you know a voice actress for Applejack you'll just save me ~
|I don't know what to say...|
i can't buy myself a prenium membership because of my personal financial trouble.
It would be awsome from you to give some point if you like, vore, cute.
It make me very happy and help me in working on my passion of drawing while warming my heart.
Thanks all of you for your support.
lov u all